Although I still maintain my conviction and I am forever indebted to those who have helped me along the way, going through two and a half decades of life trials and changes in the association of those I share an intensely purifying and meaningful spiritual relationship with has been my toughest challenge.
Suffice to say that God plays. God celebrates himself and thus dances out of fullness. The nature of his static (unchanging/passive) reality is that it is simultaneously dynamic (active).
Careful study of Bhaktivinoda Thakura’s teachings on anadi karma reveal that his strategy was more of a particular emphasis than it was any change of doctrine.